i am keeping this one in i think it is beautiful, over exposed something i have been feeling myself.
sound ( sent to me by someone dear)
the sun is warming parts of the table as i type this to you, i want to be warmed by it too. the sunlight is touching so many things as i look around, everything looks both delicate and beautiful. i think i have taken half breaths for too many days now and i wait patiently for a deep long one. yesterday i searched for the sea, water, i needed water and i found it just as it too was being touched by the sun.
I am ready to be quiet, quiet before the snow comes and winter tucks me in. i want to speak only if what i say can be of use to anyone. i want to fill some of what has been lost and stay still. i want my hands to hold a bow and wood of something that can make sound after sound until i learn it and it learns me. i want to burn bridges in order to self preserve, it is what i do remember i told you that....
i want to be better for you, them and for those i have not met yet. i want to be better for myself-too myself and just maybe then the sun light will touch me.