this is not the post i promised to write about other peoples lives, the city and their success and i will but today i needed to write about being in the shadows and how i never minded it, in fact i have been pretty good at it my whole life, but as of late their has been such an unbalance that i am afraid i woke up and felt smothered by the lack of light i have received. I have for the very first time in my life a group of people in my life who care for me, this perplexes me for truth be told i have not done anything for them in comparison to what i have done for others yet they somehow when i am speaking with them put me first and for some reason keep me there, i feel the difference and it is incredible feeling one that is both overwhelming and so kind that my heart feels the bittersweet ache of what true genuine loveliness is.
Thank you, thank you, thank you for believing in the possibility of good in me dear friends.
i read this quote yesterday and although i admit to hating to tell you who said it ( keira knightly) i found it to be so true.
I don't think that you can fake warmth. You can fake lust,
jealousy, anger; those are all quite easy.
But actual, genuine warmth? I don't think you can fake it.
I also have been listening to Jonsi and he my friends can put fairy dust to your every day dream and make your daily life even more magical