out house

the little building that you see used to be in out house that seats two their was eight girls in the family you can see why a double was needed! it has been restored and in a few days i will have it ready for some chickens and perhaps a rooster that will serve as our alarm clock. it has been sunny and warm here i hope where you are too( all though i wish a tad cooler).

renew

i drove back from vermont today, the sun shining bright, it was cold the wind blew hard but there was something about it
that felt appropriate. I like my drives, my mind seems to let go of things that linger for far too long, i start remembering drives from my past, good ones.

i know this is when we all make mental list, well at-least for me they never seem to make unto paper. i have always been afraid of failure, but i try everything i say i want to do..my problem is i can't let go of it. I try to make it work, i refuse to throw in the towel..but i think 2008 was the year i learned that failure is not throwing in the towel, or stopping, or saying goodbye.. but more-so not having the courage of letting it go....being still

i do want to say i am excited about blogging, a renewed love for it. perhaps the holiday helped me step away a little bit and realize it is not some sort of addiction but more something that brings me joy, understanding and a sincere connection to strong and lovely people..