Saturday, July 17

unpredictable and little women


today i learned a lot. mostly life is unpredictable, i can not control it or make it instantly better and that i can be at a loss for words and still feel like i have said more than i needed too. then hours pass by, you find away to make it better and then life being so unpredictable tries to take another swing at getting you down and for moment you believe that it has succeeded. your head now feels like it will explode and your heart feels like it will soon fall unto the side walk. you say to yourself i am done- i want this day to end but still recognize that their was some sunshine in between you say i am going to take a shower and call it a day- then you hear sweet voices that say "auntie can we make you dinner while you are in the shower" and just like that you feel the pressure in your head subside. You remember that you bought the dvd " little women" days before. there you are showered with food prepared with love from little people you love and you are all curled up watching a movie that plays like small revelation and reminder of what you wanted to be when you grew up and now the children make it theirs and dive deep into it with questions about girls in white gloves and scarlet fever and just like that you think this is a good day.

it is all good.

8 comments:

宋瑞正宋瑞正 said...

來給你加油打氣!!!保重!!!..................................................................

Amanda Nicole said...

Such a lovely, warming movie. Glad you had some loved ones to brighten your day.

Johanna said...

Thinking of you fondly. I hope that you are able to find some peace within. xox

in another lifetime said...

good!

Ann Marie said...

such a beautiful post. love it. i can't wait for fall...that's when i watch little women over and over again. such a good story.

dia said...

Love you sweetheart.

s said...

uhhmm, that sounds like it was at the end a beautiful day anyway :)

P. said...

This struck a chord with me today - thank you. xo